stay away

poised on the outside.iffy inside.

once again, the floodgates gave way and have everything circulating.

a very miserable, heart-wrenching feeling.

i want to stay away from all these.

It is as if heaven is making a fool out of me.

看我们的队伍 雄壮威武
看我们的纪律 优秀严肃
看我们的力量 九牛二虎
看我们的精神 永不认输
公教 Oey
公教 Oey
NP Aeyy.ba!

My heart skipped a beat.

There's a lot of meaning to life.

Yeaa...there's so much to say..not quite much we can do...it will always be never-ending...

Maybe life has taken a turn for the worse...maybe all the experiences have shaped me into thinking this way..maybe this is what i gather all this while...

It has been one ear in, one ear out since then...

what happens happens lo. you say what what lo.

fucked up is simply an understatement.

Although we lost today, the positives were still there...there is no cause for worry.

In fact, it was good to lose today i felt.

You win and lose some in life.

在别人的剧本里，填自己的缘份

也许还是很傻。。。

I want to sing. want to sing for you again.

心型圈

I like this song very much.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9B7zTfAK2EM
jolin - 心型圈

我送上初恋 在你的面前
再将我爱你温习 一遍
我无法首演 对你的思念
若爱有风险 我宁愿中箭
那一年春天 爱发芽蔓延
我们故事颜色鲜艳
我将爱完全 花在你身边
对爱纠缠很明显想腻在你的房间

触电的瞬间 同一边肩并着肩黏你脸靠着脸
看着照片许愿 傻笑了好几遍画十字在胸前
闭眼祈祷梦会实现

呵气在玻璃上面 画心型的圈
雾渐渐不见 你终于出现
听不进劝 对爱死心眼
希望这趟爱情走很远

我用我指尖 画心型的圈
然后碎碎念 想像你听见
空出时间 默背你的脸
认真翻字典查我们的 永远

~*~

There are two kinds of favour; the small favour and the big favour
The size of the favour is measured by the pause before asking the favour

...

Certain things could possibly be better if the calling is in my court; but really, when you don't, all you can do is stare and watch it go.

Into the distance.

I'm unhappy.

im seeing many things which are ugly, hearing things which i do not wish to hear, bounded by things which are stifling me. sometimes when i think of 6 months down the road, so much can be done.sometimes i can't wait.i really wish time can accelerate. it's going to be a brand new beginning. i need that start. sometimes it gets just so frustrating.

sometimes i do not wish to be involved in a fracas like this. sometimes i just want to stay away from all this. i want to be as indifferent as much as possible. because if u drag me in, i am capable of causing ripples.

they say, the thing about principles is..sometimes, it makes u hard to do things. how true.

Calculative? All i know is im willing to get eaten at times, but i need to be aware at least. that's being fair to myself isn't it. and in order to be aware, obviously i need to delve into details. By being detailed, it doesn't mean im trying to spot the loopholes and figure the best way out. all i wish is to be aware of what's happening. Without awareness, i dont think one can stand on your own feet. u will always be eaten. it's like people spin u round and round and u have no idea what's happening. all i want is to take note. i've got my own set of guiding principles.something that i choose to live with.and live for.

that's how important it is.