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finally, come tomorrow, it will be the start of the 3day work week period. 7 more such weeks to the long awaited day. as the date approaches, there is no doubt the amount of anticipation goes incremental. it has been so long. it does feel surreal indeed. so many things have happened along the way.talk about changes. mentally yes, physically yes, emotionally most. at the end of the day when you look back, that's about it. I'm about where i started off. Somehow I'm lost for words. I've nothing much to say for this past 2 years. whatever has been said, has been said. nothing much to wait upon, nothing much to expect, nothing much.

and i know for soon, it's time to tidy up my room. the period to run through drawers.. photos. photos. i've been trying my best to avoid that for the past collective months. But i know it's time to visit them. they will pose a challenge, no doubt. as always, tidying up is more of 整理心情， rather than 收拾清理. but i will try my best. feelings have to be sorted out eventually, anyway. this will serve as a good opportunity to start afresh. I threw away the 07 calendar a week ago. I guess there is so much i want 07 to be over, because i believe 08 will bring something more meaningful. 07 fizzled by quickly, without any significant event. perhaps obtaining the license could be counted. well, make that count then. 1. in any way, i suppose looking back at 07 on the 1st of Nov speaks for everything. just want it to be over as soon as possible.

Upon hitting the much anticipated date, i hope life will take a turn towards the better. 16 months ago, i told myself to save adequately along the way, in order to be able to make a trip down. looks like it can never be materialised. With partA fufilled, but partB impossible, i guess the best way is to take those savings to 散散风。not really clever, but i see it necessary. come back refreshed after the vacation. important really.

I guess life is basically about leadership and management. leadership-doing the right things, and management-doing things the right way. therein lies the overlaps; leading your own management, and of course managing your own leadership. hit that dynamic balance and things would be on their way.

The grass is not greener on the other side;
The grass is greener where you water them