感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口

im disillusioned

Tonight leaves me with disillusion. I suppose there's alot of things I don't understand and hopefully someone can come along and disclose the answer to me. Or perhaps there is no fixed answer afterall. Or perhaps I don't really wish to understand. Maybe certain things are not meant to be understood. Ever since, I've been taking such topics with a pinch of salt. Maybe I know all of this do not matter at all. In fact, they really don't. More often than not, I realise whatever we say are just moments of truths. It's a very situation-based kind of thing. As time runs, things take deflections, invisible factors come into foreplay, and we say another thing again. For me, actions speak a lot louder, yet sometimes, I do feel actions alone aren't enough. You got to live like it, you got to be the example. Lead by example. That's it. *Don't talk so much here, do your talk on the pitch

And yes, I feel very much like drinking tonight. I'm filled with thought-provoking stuff, which I can't seem to type them out. Too bad I don't have the company.

Between doing things right and doing the right things, I guess it's always challenging especially in relationship matters. Everyone is entitled to his/her opinions.(Opinions are like arseholes; everyone has one and it's full of shit :D) Therefore, listening will just do. I'm learning to listen more;learning to reserve my opinions & not jump to conclusions. I guess that will only be fair.

Noted.

My consolidation tonight: Humans are selfish. So, let's spare a thought for others.

a word of gratitude

beats me...people seem to be falling down right in front of me lately.literally.
few days back saw this young daddy fetching his daughter back from school on a bicycle...and as they were going down a step, both of them suddenly went off balance and fell sideways. happened just a few steps ahead of me. i heard the knock of the guy's head on the ground.ouch.

another one came today as i was on the escalator down at yck mrt station. out of nothing, a middle-aged lady perhaps lost her footing and fell on her backside.as she was trying to regain her balance, she dropped again; this time on her back. two steps in front of me.

two scenarios shed light onto me. i reacted in exactly the same way. almost instinctively.
in the past, my reaction time would have been longer. more of a static.

i have only one person to thank for this.

If you see someone faint in the future, don't hesistate to help okay.
and i said, okay.

thanks.

LOUNGING

A cloudy morning of light drizzles, coupled with english hits-perfectly idyllic. =]

ON ANTIBIOTICS

It's has been some time since I last heard this word.
...years, I think.
Not in the best of health lately, reason unknown.
Appetite still good, as always.
shruggss


Looking forward to the weekend.


You're only as good as your last game

not good to fall ill again.

every morning I am here,
I am deceiving myself, am I.

where art thou?

what's what.

知足长乐 - that's what always heard. On the other hand, if you're contented, you will never improve. With no hunger comes no bite. No bite means no penetration. You will always remain at that level. Without progress. So what's what.

Life's full of contradictions, isn't it. And along with the attempts to eliminate or reduce such contradictions, we often come to balance.

Hmm so, does balance underline inconsistency?

~*~

Anyway I think it's never difficult for friends to catch up with one another; even after a long long time. It's just never hard. Always easy to pick up from where we left off, and subsequently fill up the gap with exchanges.

相见容易相处难。 very correct.

And so.....

12 years. woohoo. =)

非你莫屬

a very affective song.

非你莫屬 -TANK
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDLqNilv064&mode=related&search=

懂得讓我微笑的人 再沒有誰比你有天份
輕易闖進我的心門 明天的美夢你完成

整個宇宙 浩瀚無邊的盡頭
每顆渺小星球 全都繞著你走

愛我 非你莫屬
我只願 守護 由你給我的幸福
愛我 非你莫屬
也許會 笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦

懂得讓我流淚的人 給的感動一定是最深
在我心中留下傷痕 你同時點亮了星辰

看 那麼多相遇
偏偏只和你 天造地設般產生奇跡
哦 我心的縫隙
我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空

this song rockss!!

xiao qing ge.
這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著人們心腸的曲折
我想我很快樂　當有你的溫熱
腳邊空氣轉了

這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著我們心頭的白鴿
我想我很適合　當一個歌頌者
青春在風中飄著

你知道　就算大雨讓這個城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱
受不了　看見你背影來到
寫下我　度秒如年難捱的離騷

就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑
逃不了　最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我　時間和琴聲交錯的城堡

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2kJiRDiJpk&mode=related&search=

Can't help but feel helpless again. Problems. Division. Big problems.

Lacking in something I call it as core.

Life's indeed saddled with problems. big sigh.

~*~

How the hell am I going to serve 3 ****** who don't walk the talk.
Why am I caught in such a position.
Do I even deserve this.
Hate it.

long way to go...


You prefer to keep it alone because no one really understands what exactly you're going through

一个人生活
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXHHLhcGO1A

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道 没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱

你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴
我现在有多寂寞

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走 谁能说 No

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱你怎么会是这个结果


爱情是个梦而我睡过头


~*~

ronin- one more moment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xsY-CaQV7k

and i want you here tonight, i need you by my side

Soccer is both a distraction and a devotion.

Life is all about establishing boundaries. You set the perimeters.

365 DAYS

It's April 1st today.
Can you still remember?

~*~

sorry guys about tonight's.