Appetite hasnt been good lately.

You know sometimes when you eat halfway and your heart cringes, you can't eat anymore. It's like crumbling a plastic bag after use. It seems like you're entangled in a mesh, somewhat strangled and caught out of breath. You only want to breathe normally again. Your mind wanders off, you lose your appetite, and you excuse yourself from the dining table.

This feeling sucks.Really sucks. Apart from the horrible feeling, such gestures are unmannered you will feel rueful for being just that.

Stop it please. Go away.

I try so hard to breathe