20061230

珍惜吧, 大家

Cherish what you have.

I look down on people who don't cherish those beside them.
Given a chance to cherish, so many don't.
Have you considered those who would eagerly love to but aren't given the chance.

~*~

You won't know when the sky will be covered with clouds and rain,
but the sun will always be up there.

I like this statement because it is so positive. I can't exactly pinpoint the positivity. I just feel it is.

20061229

FAST FORWARDDD

I once said 07 will be a tough year.
It seems like it's going to be tougher.real tough.

20061226

心病必须心药医

20061222

I can't describe what I'm actually feeling now.

20061219

OMG.i need to jot this down quickly.i just woke up from a 2hr nap.
it is raining the whole day.the weather is cold.i tuck under my blanket comfortably.
and i just encountered the most shocking, twist-of-fate episode in my dreams.this is the most scary nightmare i ever had.OMG. just feel like calling someone now.but the time isnt appropriate.
i can't believe it.wad a nightmare.

i can feel myself trembling in agony...



so important.

DeeeStEpHanO...
pom pom -pom -pom pom
DeeeStEpHaNo...
pom pom -pom -pom pom
Destephano here we go! 5.6.7.8
WEe will wEe will thrash you flat like chicken feet and never let you stand bang bang bang...

and it goes on...

that was a year ago? no. two.

20061214

ONE WEEK!!!

20061212

ACHE

freaking ache.

20061207

OLD SONGS

Listening to nice old songs make me feel good.
Brings me back to the past.
They remind me how I was being brought up.
Give me space to reminisce the joy and freedom of being a kid.
I miss freedom. I miss the feeling of being free. Growing up just tie u down.
And more, these old songs never fail to share a tale.
They have a point to prove.
Thats is, they display stamina. They stand strong against the test of time.
They prove to people that things do last. They never wither.
So long as it is sincere, simple, something authentic.

It's absolutely tormenting to live a life like this.
Downright demoralising.
Everyday, your energy is being sapped.
You draw deep, to renew, to save yourself
You put on a front, you wear a mask
You laugh when they laugh
You absorb while they dictate
Why why why.
You look around....WHYY.
Lower your head, continue slogging.

20061202

BE PRO

Talk about ideals.
Am I wayward idealistic?

Certain things which've happened these few days make me feel very disappointed.

Things will always turn out be this lacklustre if this kind of behaviour persists.

It's simply a plain matter of professionalism.

Everything just sums it all.

lets be professional