NJC

had a talk with ms ling today.vv refreshing.
so i guess brenda knows a little more about me today.haha.
and so did i.
and so did ms ling.cheers.

jiu shi yin wei bu wen,
suo yi cai yao act wen.

you are in a nightmare, and u desperately want to wake up to get out of it.
but you realise you have already woken up.


i miss sashimi.i miss subway.

...

Pretentious.Fictitious.
In this universal phase of deceit, speaking the truth is an act of revolt.

If you wanna sell an idea, you speak from your heart. You do it with your heart.
Sincerity matters.

Welcome to the real world.

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I felt humiliated today. Jabs of compulsion and obligation.

When you stumble, you depend on me to back you. When I cant, you blast. Seriously, if it's your ricebowl, you got to learn how to keep it. At the very least, you answer for yourself. Talk about pride. Just take your pride and eat it lah. tmd.

Stretched.When I found myself being compelled, I grit my teeth. I am not one who retaliates.I dont retaliate. I just wanna speak for myself, speak for those whom I feel for. The big picture is always on my mind. I know i cant land myself in trouble. Too much is at stake. As I grit tighter and maintained my stand, it didnt seem that there was any way out. When I blurted out THE answer eventually, I knew I went against myself. I knew I'd lost. It was such a sourish,pricky feeling. I could feel tears welling up within.

It was one of those moments I wish she was just right beside me.

I just want to take a long bus ride with my mp3. I miss you.

勇氣

終於作了這個決定　別人怎麼說我不理
只要你也一樣的肯定
我願意天涯海角都隨你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直溫習說服自己
最怕你忽然說要放棄

愛真的需要勇氣　來面對流言蜚語
只要你一個眼神肯定　我的愛就有意義
我們都需要勇氣　去相信會在一起
人潮擁擠我能感覺你　放在我手心裡
你的真心

如果我的堅強任性　會不小心傷害了你
你能不能溫柔提醒　我雖然心太急
更害怕錯過你

i dont feel like im living

lews.

8hrs long of meeting.short break.another 2 hrs.
i think travelling on a plane is better.
at least got food and free to go toilet.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz