20060224

DEBUT

stabbed.stabbed.stabbed. EXTRA.
TMD

20060222

ADOLESCENTS

Legally and economically they are dependent, and their attempts at emancipated action are frequently undercut by the realization that they cant make their decisions anyway, so what's the use of making decisions. They feel they may as well drift through adolescence and wait for the light to turn green. Suddenly when they are legally emancipated they feel adrift, they dont know what they want to do, and many of them pass time hoping that something will happen, someone will come along, somehow something will turn them on. Yet, at this point, one-fourth of their life has passed.


He is like a plane shooting ahead at full speed, between converging cloud layers. Below, and rising fast, are the boiling clouds of sexual urges and the rebellious struggling for independence; above are the hovering and lowering of parental anxiety and disapproval. He feels things are closing in, and he desperately looks for an opening.


Effort of the will+

20060221

HMMM...

Had some interesting chit-chat with my boss today.for about an hour.regarding my future.haha.Wells...the topic's simple to understand yet not many people actually think hard about it.Something pretty digestible but not many actually fufill. Shall not divulge any information on the above..but if any dudes out there who's keen.haha.welcome. Anyways, an hour's of discussion is too much to pen down here given the limited time i have tonight.

People attract not that which they want but that which they are

Concern of someone is of a higher standard and more precious than abstract honesty. -We are always guilty of oversimplification when we stress only one of several relevant principles

20060219

ssssshhhh

Yea... What's wrong.

The trepidation of stepping into unclear boundaries.

The easiest thing to do is to deceive yourself.

20060216

DATED BACK

Was thinking just now when i strolled back home.

Reliving the moments when we used to enjoy ourselves during team games.We refer to the s14-football-basketball-netball-handball-any balls dudes. A feeling inextricably linked to it.

Jaja being the sporty and agile one.Eizabeth who has a good ball sense.Wenting a tad more daring than the other girls.Vince the joker.Wenhan the WEN guy.Junrong being into the game and unnecessarily aggressive on me.Yuhui the consistent one.Participative and entertaining Karen.The ever lag yet amazing Brenda.The lanky Yiuhang with his gel-like bamboo built.Pearlyn the enthusiastic girl.Shy eileen.Quiet yet thinking Geraldine.Yixian the clumsy yet hard player.The KI SIAO Jessica.Cool Matthew.And me..bulldozer HengQing. Haha.Anyone i miss out? The rest hmm...jog to stay away from blobs...

I love team sports.Brings out something in each and every of us.

20060215

M~I~N~D

The tools of the mind become burdens when the environment which made them necessary no longer exists.
-Henri Bergson

Relive the moment.It's about having a feeling about the feeling.

20060211

ennui.feel like ramming balls

20060205

STRIDE

I suppose it is yet another step forward. A beginning to know more about friends' girlfriends, and it would be great to understand in another way, about friends' boyfriends.

Try hard, but not too hard. Do not take life too seriously.