I AM STILL STANDING ON THE SAME SPOT.

Realising that loke is taking his As now, it suddenly dawned on me that one year has passed. Trying to recall what happened a year ago isnt that easy afterall, given the frailities of brain degeneration. The most vivid image was fretting over the first paper(maths) while attempting, the hisses and frustrating noises produced that led to people wondering.oops.geraldine.haha. received some sorts of feedback after that. Well, didnt know i was so irritating during exams. haha. If you asked me to retake it again, i doubt i have the courage (without even considering ability) to do it. Such things ma........been there done that dont wanna do it again.haha.yeah.

At this point in time, you look around. You start to observe. One year. One birthday. Every festival in the calendar has taken place once more. Your friends tread the paths laid for them. Adventurous ones go abroad. They go to school, mingle around, lament about tutorials, participate in events. Each and everyone drifts away from you. They have moved on.

And so. You ask yourself.
Who are you now?

"I am a soldier."

Oh.A soldier I see. So who are you fighting for?

"Everyone except myself."

damn.