what's happening.

the moment you sit down, you have work to do. the moment you stand up, you know you are getting it. the moment you keep quiet and observe, you see invisible daggers flying across. the moment you give yourself some time to reflect and wonder whats happening, and before you dwell on it, the next dart hits you.

the moment you think of the friends around you, the tinge of sadness sets in.yet a lukewarm smile will appear involuntarily across your mind. the more you think, the more miserable it is. the more you dont think, the more degradatory it will be.

i feel challenged.it's not easy.

2310-dejected